Certain uncertainties
Even in the most uncertain
setting
I look at you like a new
breeze:
Dreamy eyes and gentle smile,
Writing over certainties of
your day.
And I can’t help but look away
of shyness
Getting back to my matters
While your breathing becomes
my background sound
And your singing my distant
memory.
I don’t want to fall in love.
It brought too much pain
that I can hardly move
anymore.
I believed that I was done.
And another day came to shine,
Another reading while time
passed.
Gentle talk and smiles as
precious breaks
Of two broken hearts that came
to confine
In a small comfy corner of new
rise.
Yes, we rose in a smoke of
fear and wonder,
And yet we trembled words of
self-sufficient beings
At a time that we really
thought of wishing for hope,
In a moment that we daydreamed
for more.
And we looked for new
sensations
Covering even parts of our day
that were out of plan,
Living in a vast stormy
realization
That we would not be the same
after all.
I come across your deep
believes and I thought
That I would never be seen in
a true way
So I left myself be intuitive
and honest
Bringing all the wisdom that
came through life.
The crack of a voice,
The breakdown of a memory,
The pretending and not
wanting,
Trying to be enough but
wishing more.
And the starts whispered to us
And the words came out in a
flow
Like a burst of clean water.
But it couldn’t be true, no.
Untrue is just a feeling in
the heart
That breaks through the breath
system
Making no noise but leaving a
weight hard
To erase if not setting it out
free to talk.
And yes, we talked of
certain uncertainties
Believing to be unsurely sure
that we were
Apart from the world and
together in a room
Feeling united in a unique way
of feeling
That fear might brush away in
the dust.
But dawn came and nothing went
lost
Just two souls crying for an
understanding hug
A real connection that came
too sudden and calm.
And the empty city was witness
of our laugh.
Living behind the danger of a
sudden fall
Into the arms of a invisible
harm and disbelief
Not believing being more true
than our ... love?
8/8/20 (Original piece)
Certain Uncertainties
Even in the most uncertain
setting
I look at you like a new
breeze:
Dreamy eyes and gentle smile,
Writing over certainties of
your day.
And I can’t help but look away
of shyness
Getting back to my matters
While your breathing becomes
my background sound
And your singing my distant
memory.
And another day came to shine,
Time reading talks and smiling
to breaks
Of two broken hearts that came
to confine
In a small comfy corner of new
rise.
Yes, we rose in a smoke of
fear and wonder,
And yet we trembled words of
self-sufficient beings
At a time that we really
thought of wishing for hope,
In a moment that we daydreamed
for more.
And we looked for new
sensations
Covering even parts of our day
that were out of plan,
Living in a vast stormy
realization
That we would not be the same
after all.
The crack of a voice,
The breakdown of a memory,
The pretending and not
wanting,
Trying to be enough but
wishing more.
And the starts whispered to us
And the words came out in a
flow
Like a burst of clean water.
But it couldn’t be true, no.
Untrue is just a feeling in
the heart
That breaks through the breath
system
Making no noise but leaving a
weight hard
To erase if not setting it out
free to talk.
And yes, we talked of certain
uncertainties
Believing to be unsurely sure
that we were
Apart from the world and
together in a room
Feeling united in a unique way
of feeling
That fear might brush away in
the dust.
But dawn came and nothing went
lost
Just two souls crying for an understanding
hug
A real connection that came
too sudden and calm.
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