Twisted
Today everything twisted or looked another way. Today I realized I might not be following the path I should just become I came across new difficulties. Today I started to think that what I believed it made me different to my sister it might be just an impulse for being different and try to find a job...until I got to the big obstacle. Should I really keep going on this path? I always hesitated of everything and my great dream is not going to be different. Maybe the stress I felt when I was working at the workshop was telling me something. Maybe the fact I shut the inspiration was a signal I was not listening to. I know I need to create to stay in peace and relaxed but I must be strict with my tendency to be lazy. To be just a spectator. I must say my word; however I feel it and not being afraid of saying it. Then you realize is tough to sell yourself as a product, to keep up with that. But life is never easy and whichever path you choose it will be always full ...