Everything is Sound

There’s no other way I can say that I miss hearing about you

That I smile everytime I see part of you in a picture

That smile that gets me melted or even those eyes

Which can mute anything you say until I look a bit stupid.

I don’t know the time I’ve been denying this for

Cause I don’t see it correct, I think that it’s crazy

But you don’t seem to care and I see myself like having a phase.

One phase that goes into another one with another person in order to forget you.

But it’s never enough, never enough.

And I keep counting your smiles and looks

Overflowing inside when I see you appearing by chance,

Lovely coincidences...

So many times that you fill me up so easily.

So simple things but so complicated at the end.

Everything is such a big deal.

And suddenly is a game, or a competition the moment after.

I get myself inside a loop of confusion.

Attracted to you again, until I prefer to leave it until you decide to see me truly again.

And it goes on and on and on...

30/6/18